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Post by Bitch*Goddess on Jun 6, 2004 6:42:54 GMT -5
yay!!! good fic!!
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 6, 2004 12:36:16 GMT -5
That night, Matt rang me just so we could talk. For some reason I just couldn't pretend to be enthusiastic about the call, I was still angry at him about earlier. "I didn't see you at the end of school," he said. "Oh, I saw you," I replied emotionlessly. "Really, when? Why didn't you say hello?" he asked "Because you were with her," There was silence from his end of the phone. I heard him take a deep breath. "Oh," was all he could manage to say. "Yeah, that's what I said when I saw you," "I can explain, I promise," "You said you were going to dump her and you obviously didn't, why the change of heart?" I asked angrily. "I dunno," he moaned. "I saw her and just couldn't bring myself to do it. I will, I promise you," "And will that be the excuse tomorrow? And the next day? At this rate you'll still be dating next year." For some reason, I felt tears welling up in my eyes. It felt like he had totally betrayed me. He kissed me and made me think that he wanted me, yet still, obviously, had feelings for someone else. I'd always promised myself that I'd never be the person that someone cheated on their girlfriend with and I wasn't going to make Matt the exception. No matter how much I cared about him. "I'll do it tomorrow. As long as you come with me," "Me? You can't drag me into this," I told him. "No, you can stop me backing out," he explained. "Please?" he begged. I sighed. "Go on then." "I owe you one," "If she lays into me, it's up to you to stop her," "Of Course I will, I won't let her hurt you," he promised me.
Seeing as Kim is getting really emotionally involved with this one!!!!!! There is gonna be another twist...... Just You wait!!!!
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Post by the_admin on Jun 6, 2004 15:56:33 GMT -5
WOOOOO he's gonna break up with her, hehe! *does weird dance* *gets looks* WHAT?!
OOooOoOoooOoo, a TWIST! I like twists ;D
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Post by Matt's_Muffin! on Jun 7, 2004 10:28:02 GMT -5
This fic is just like a big Twister!! .....................ahem I really should just keep all my weird sayings in my head!! Lovin it! ;D
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 7, 2004 13:45:43 GMT -5
Okay, now massively pissed off because I typed this out thenmy fucking bastard of a computer crashed so I had to retype it from memory, I'm sure there's something missing from this next bit
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 7, 2004 13:46:34 GMT -5
Matt called for me on his way to college the next morning. I was quite surprised to see him standing there considering my house was in the wrong direction for him to just drop by. "Ready?" he asked, holding out his hand. "Uh, yeah, I suppose so," I eventually managed to stutter. "You aren't expecting me to walk hand in hand with you are you?" I asked, grabbing my bag and my folder and shutting the door behind me. "Yeah, why not?" he asked, hurt. "Because that's something that couples do," I told him, walking down the garden path. He followed behind me. "Aren't we a couple then?" he asked. I stopped and turned to face him. "What?" "I said, aren't we a couple? I thought you wanted to be," "You thought I wanted to be?" He nodded. "Well you didn't stop me when I kissed you," "I know but...." I trailed off as I realised that his lips were now centimetres from mine. "But what?" he asked, a slight grin forming. Inside, my brain was telling me to kiss him yet my conscience was telling me to turn away and carry on walking. "Emma?" his voice snapped me out of my mental battle, causing my brain to overpower my conscience completly. I pressed my lips against his and waited for him to react. He moved my hands around his waist and his tongue moved my lips apart. It moved inside my mouth and slowly masaged mine. My hands moved up his back and I felt his hands wander down and hold my bum. I moved one hand behind me and whacked his hands away, causing him to stumble back from me. "What the hell did you do that for?" he asked, clutching his hand. "Why do you think?" I smiled, turning and walking towards the footpath through the park. "What? Because I felt your arse?" "Yes!!" "What's wrong with that?" He asked, having to jog to catch up with me. "Just don't," "Why? You're not ashamed of it are you?" "Matt can we stop talking about my arse, please," I begged. "Just tell me why and then the conversation stops, simple as that," I sighed and stopped. "Because I think it's pervy, that's all." He grinned at me. "Okay then, I won't do it again." I spotted Jennifer and her gang of friends at the other park gate. "Shit Matt, they're over there," I whispered. He looked and put his arm around me. "Come on, the sooner we get this over and done with, the better." With his hand still wrapped around my waist, he led me over to them. Slowly their conversation stopped and Jennifer turned to face us. "Matt, what are you doing with her?" she asked, giving me the dirtiest look ever. "Jen, I really need to talk to you about something," "What?" "Look about you and me. I really think it's time to call it a day." "What do you mean 'call it a day?"she whined. "Are you splitting up with me?" "In a word, yes," Matt told her. I pulled my hand out of Matt's grip and just stood. Matt quickly took my hand back in his.Murmurs started going around her friends. I could feel eyes watching me and I decided to keep my eyes fixed on the floor. "What have you been telling him?" she shouted. I decided to meet her gaze. "Have you been getting off with my boyfriend?" I knew denying it wasn't the best thing considering we'd kissed about 5 minutes previously. "What?" I asked, slightly dazed by the whole situation. "Leave Emma out of this," Matt told her firmly. "No, I expect that little bitch has been poisoning your brain. Telling you loads of horrible stories about me. Telling you that I'm a nasty selfish bitch. I expect she even told you to dump me. She's always hated me since I pushed her over in the playground when I was like 6" She shouted. She turned her attentions to me. "You need to grow up, move on. This isn't year 1 any more, this is the real world. Matt always told me that he thought you were like a little limpet, always clinging on to him, and he's right" She shouted. I looked up at Matt angrily and let go of his grip once more. "She's lying Emma. Just ignore her." he told me, taking my hand in his again. I repeated that last sentence over and over in my head hoping that it was true. "Ignore me?" She shouted again. "You can't ignore me Matt!" she bellowed. Matt screwed up his face and looked at her, half in amusement and half in confusion. "What the hell are you talking about?" he laughed. "I'm pregnant Matt," she screamed, "I'm having your baby!" For the third time I let go of Matt's hand but this time, I ran off out of the gate and in the direction of college. I could feel Matt running after me and I could hear him shouting my name. My eyes flled up with tears and I slowed down to try and give myself a chance to see where I was going through my blurred vision. As I slowed my pace, Matt managed to catch up with me. He grabbed me and spun me round to face him. I shook out of his grip and turned to run off again but he was too quick. He grabbed me and pulled me to face him again. "GET OFF ME MATT" I screamed. My fists thumped him in the chest. He stood there taking it for a minute or two before grabbing my wrists and holding my fists to his chest. "STOP IT!" he shouted. The anger in his voice scared me. I stopped strugging and burst into more tears. "Emma, please." he begged. "No Matt. I've had enough with you screwing my head up. I don't know what to think any more. My head has never been this messed up before and it's all down to you. I wish I'd just let her beat you until you really did get hurt!" I screamed. "Then you'd know how this feels. To have your head messed with, to be lied to, to be betrayed. You can't even imagine." "Emma. Please, I never meant for you to get hurt." "I can't believe you got her pregnant," I cried. "I didn't, we always used a condom, she was on the pill........" I could see tears in his eyes as well. "Matt I don't want your sexual life story. All I know is that she's telling me and you, that she's pregnant with your kid. How do you think that makes me feel. You told me it was over between you, you told me you wanted to go out with me. We can't do that if you have a child lurking in a background." "I don't care about her. You're my priority now. I've upset you so much and I'm going to make it up to you," "Matt, you can't ignore her, she's having your baby," I sobbed. "I don't want a child. I just want you," His tears eventually spilled out. "Matt don't," His hands moved to my chin and his thumbs mixed away the mixture of tears, mascara and eyeliner that was running down my cheeks. I looked into his red eyes. "We're going to sort this out. Everything I said to you about us being a couple, still stands. It'll work between us. I'll make it work. For you," I smiled. I reached up on my tip toes and kissed him softly. He responded to the kiss and smiled. "Fancy bunking college?" he asked. I shook my head. "She'll tell them, we can't. We'll get in too much trouble." Matt nodded and took my hand, pulling me towards college.
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 7, 2004 13:48:03 GMT -5
Carly hun, can't you make your sig smaller because I have to scroll across to read and I find that really hard.
Pweety Pweese
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Post by Kimgotkickedoff on Jun 7, 2004 14:38:58 GMT -5
I agree with Carly's signature, and AWW Emma, so SWEEEEETTTTT!!
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on Jun 8, 2004 9:24:38 GMT -5
One problem, I would change the size but it won't let me and I can't find a smaller pic of them all looking cute!! Good fic.
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 9, 2004 13:27:34 GMT -5
Matt cornered me in the corridor during the day to tell me he had to stay behind at the end of the day to finish off some art he was doing. Whilst he was talking to me, I could feel the eyes of Jennifer and her cronies burning into my back. I walked home on my own that night and It was possibly one of the worst decisions of my life to date. I walked through the park and quickened my pace, wanting to get home before it got dark. I felt the prescence of someone behind me and therefore quickened my pace again. I knew there was more than one of them and my guess was Jennifer. I was put out of my misery when someone shouted loudly at me. "Oi, Emma," I recognised the voice as the one I was expected and ignored it. "Hey don't ignore me, you stupid slag." Although her comments were hurting me, I still managed to ignore them. Suddenly, I felt a tug on the hood of my hoodie and I stumbled backwards. "I said not to ignore me bitch." I struggled but realised I was getting nowhere. "Get off me," I yelled, hitting at her hands with mine. She tightened her grip and pulled me on to the ground. She looked down on me and smirked. "You're not so clever now, are you?" she spat. She pulled me up and looked me in the eye. I saw her make a fist and screamed out in pain as it connected to my lip. I touched where it had connected delicatley with my fingers and tasted blood on my tounge. "You better stop fucking my boyfriend," she told me through gritted teeth. I rolled my eyes. "One, he's not your boyfriend anymore, and two, I'm not fucking him," I saw rage well up in her eyes and wasn't at all surprised when she punched me hard in the cheek. I fell backwards, on to the floor and her foot connected with my stomach. She continuously kicked me and her mates just stood by and watched. Suddenly, I felt the kicking stop and heard her let out a little scream. I opened my eyes and saw two people dragging Jennifer backwards. One of them saw my eyes open and knelt down next to me. "Emma, are you okay?" the guy asked. My eyes focused and I recognised the face as James, one of Matt's mates in our year at college. I nodded and started to pull myself up. Jennifer scrambled out of the other guys grip and ran off. James put an arm around me and I stood up. I saw the other guy was Charlie. Charlie was another member of Matt's vast circle of friends. He still went to the local comprehensive. He hooked a finger under his school tie and pulled it off. "Shit, I knew she was going to do something like that.," I managed to say, clutching my stomach. James nodded. "So did Matt, that's why he sent us after you." I smiled. "At least someone has my back covered." James nodded sadly "You're really hurt, We'll come back with you," he said, putting an arm around me. I shook my head. "You really don't have to do that," "We want to," Charlie piped up. I nodded. "Okay, as long as you promise to help me clean myself up," James smiled. "What sort of gentlemen would we be if we didn't," I shrugged. "You're not exactly gentlemen now, are you!" Charlie smiled. "We make better gentlemen than you'll ever be!" I laughed, but then stopped as pain rushed through my body. "You alright?" James asked, his hand automatically reaching around my back again. I nodded. "It just really hurts." Charlie looked thoughtful for a moment and then crouched down. "Get on my back, I'll give you a piggy back," I smiled and put my arms around his neck. My legs wrapped around his torso and he stood up.We walked back, pretty much in silence. Although me and Charlie weren't exactly close, he knew where to go. He lived a couple of doors down from me. We stopped outside my front door and James fiddled around in my backpack for my doorkey. When he found it, he slotted it into the lock and turned it. Charlie carried me through the door, whilst James pulled the key back out of the lock. "Is your mum home?" James asked. I shook my head. "She won't be back for a couple of hours yet."
theres more to this part.........coming soon as they say!!!
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on Jun 9, 2004 14:02:45 GMT -5
good!!
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Post by the_admin on Jun 9, 2004 14:51:03 GMT -5
AWWW!! I'm just gonna trust your 'coming soon'! LOL! *smiles satisfied* Woo, new fic material.. ;D!
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 10, 2004 12:50:14 GMT -5
Charlie carried me into the kitchen and sat me down on the kitchen worksurface. "Where's all your first aid stuff?" James asked, randomly opening cupboards. I smiled and pointed the right one out to him. Charlie pulled his blazer off and threw it down on the kitchen table. "I'm gonna ring Matt," he told us, grabbing his mobile out of his bag. "No, you really don't have to, I'll be fine." "I know but, if we don't tell him, he'll get angry and start shouting at us." He was right. I just nodded and he left the room. "So, Matt told me about you and him," James casually remarked whilst placing TCP on a piece of cotton wool. I smiled slightly and nodded. "You do realise that he's crazy about you. He hasn't stopped talking about you all day," "Has he told you about the baby?" I asked. I let out a little cry of pain as James dabbed the cotton wool on my cuts. He smiled at me sympathetically and nodded. "It's really torn him up. I don't think he knows what to do with himself." "He kept telling me this morning that he doesn't want anything to do with it but I know that's not true," "I agree. They're going to really have to sit down and talk this over." "Do you think Matt'll go back to her for the baby's sake?" James shook his head. "I don't think you have anything to worry about," I smiled and Charlie walked back into the room. "He's coming over. I told him he didn't have to but he wants to see you." I nodded. "Do either of you two want a drink?" I asked. They both shook their heads. "Do you want an ice pack for your eye?" Charlie asked, signalling to the freezer. I nodded. "Lift your top up," James said. Quickly a look of horror washed over his face and he went slightly red. "Oh no, I didn't mean like that, I just want to see if there's any damage to your stomach." I laughed and nodded, lifting up my hoodie. Charlie handed me the ice pack and looked at my stomach closely. "Shit, that looks painful," I nodded and placed the ice pack on my eye. "You do realise you could do her for assault," "No, that's too much hassle. There's no point, lets just leave it and let it go," They both shrugged and looked back at my stomach. It was a bit red and felt really sore but I didn't expect there to be any lasting damage. The doorbell rang and Charlie looked up. "I'll get it," He left the kitchen and I heard the door open. Matt quickly appeared in the doorway, looking flustered. "Shit," he shouted when he saw me. He walked over and placed a hand on my cheek. "This is all my fault, I should never have let you go on your own," "Matt, it's not your fault, you can't keep tabs on me for all your life," "No, but I can protect you from stupid bitches like her," He reached up and kissed me. "I'm sorry baby." "Don't worry about it, plus don't kiss me too hard, my lip hurts." "Me and Charlie are going to go now," James told us from the doorway. Matt placed his hands on my knees and turned to face them "I'll see you tomorrow, cheers guys," "Yeah, Cheers, It really means a lot to me," I grinned. James nodded and let him and Charlie out. When he heard the door slam, Matt turned back to me and grinned. "You know, now you have all those cuts and bruises, I might have to kiss them better for you." I smiled and lifted myself down off of the kitchen worktop, helped by Matt. "I dunno, they're kind of too painful to kiss at the moment," I smiled back. I walked into the living room and Matt followed me in. "I've decided what I'm going to do about the baby," he told me as he sat down next to me. He pulled me on his lap and put a protective arm around my stomach. I winced as his hand touched the sore area but slowly started to relax as his other hand fiddled with strands of my hair. "What's that then?" "I'm going to just give her money, like child support. I have to work out how much I can afford first," I nodded and rested my head back on his chest. "It's a nice idea," Matt took my chin in his hand and turned me around to face him. "I love you," he told me, staring deep into my eyes. Love was a new concept to me. Of course, I'd been loved before, my family for starters, but I'd never been loved by a guy. I'd always loved Matt, but in a platonic sense. It was strange how the last 24 hours had managed to change that around so much. "I love you too," I grinned. Matt leant forward and kissed me, softly to begin with but it soon became more passionate. So passionate infact that we didn't hear the door behind us open. We flew apart as my mum coughed loudly. "Oh my god, mum, I didn't see you come in," I stammered. "Evidently," she smiled. She looked at my face. "What happened to you?" she asked. She shook her head. "On second thoughts, don't tell me. Just explain later," "Mum, Me and Matt... we're......" "Dating? I kinda guessed, you have my full support and I wish you all the best," I smiled at Matt. "Although young man," Matt looked up. "Promise me one thing," "Anything," he grinned. He knew my mum so well. She was like his reserve mother, for when him and his mum had fallen out, and believe me, that had been quite a few times. "You never ever buy her flowers. For a start I'm allergic to them and they're so cliched," She grinned. Typical mum. "Promise," "Plus did you know it's a new trend to buy presents for your girlfriend's mother as opposed to your girlfriend?" "Is it?" he asked. "I dunno, but I definatley think you should start it," Matt smiled at her and she left us to it. "Your mum is so great," he smiled. I leaned back on his chest. "I know," I smiled.
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Post by Matt's_Muffin! on Jun 12, 2004 8:58:43 GMT -5
Wow its so good!! I can't believe that stupid bitch jumped you!! Cow!! But haha to her cause you have Matt and she doesn't!!! ;D Keep it going!!
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Post by Kolakube on Jun 12, 2004 13:25:27 GMT -5
The next morning, when I woke up, my stomach hurt like mad and my lip was still all swollen. My mum walked in the bedroom. She saw I was awake and sat on my bed. "I'm guessing you don't want to go to college today?" I shook my head. "I can't face it, I need the day off." She nodded. "I understand. You can have today off and then see how you feel tomorrow," I nodded gratefully. "Look, I wanted to talk to you about you and Matt," she sighed. "Why? You don't have a problem with us, do you?" My mum shook her head. "No, of course I don't. Like I said last night, I'm really happy for you." "Well what then?" "Well you know what Matt's like. He's always been a bit of a ladies man. I suppose what I'm trying to say is, Don't let him push you into anything you don't want to do. Stick to your guns, always make sure you're happy with what's going on." I nodded. The doorbell rang and she stood up to get it. When she reached the doorway, she turned back to me. "One more thing," I looked up, "Don't make me a grandmother just yet." "MUM!" I shouted, almost in disgust. She smiled at me and left to answer the door. I heard talking and then feet stampeding up the stairs. Matt appeared in the doorway and grinned. He threw his bag and and walked over to my bed. "So, am I your first visitor?" he asked, sitting in the place my mum had been sitting. "Pretty much," I smiled and kissed him. "I guess you're not coming in today then," he said, brushing a finger over my cut lip. I shook my head. "I just want a day to recover." He nodded and bit his lip. "What's up with you?" I asked, running my hand through his hair. He stopped biting his lip and put on a fake smile. "What?!" I asked, annoyed. "I'm going away on holiday in a couple of weeks which means I'm going to be away from you," I smiled. "Where are you going?" I asked. "Tenerife," "Matt, that's great, you'll really enjoy it," "Yeah, but I'm going to be without you for 2 weeks, "So, you can't live your life around me, go and have fun," "Yeah, but what about.." he paused, ".. her?" I sighed. "I don't think she'll be stupid enough to jump me again, that would be too obvious. Plus, I think Charlie scared her away," Matt looked at his watch and then at me. "Look, I'm going to go now, I don't want to be late, plus if a get a chance, I'm gonna have words with her," he spat the last word. "Look, just don't get yourself into trouble, she's having your baby and you don't want to fall out with her and loose any chance you have of ever seeing it," "Yes mum," he sighed, standing up. I grinned at him and grabbed hold of his sleeve. "Aren't you going to give me a goodbye kiss?" I asked, giving him puppy dog eyes. He smiled, leant foward and pecked me quickly on the lips. "I'll come over on my way home, yeah?" I nodded and let him go. He stopped in the doorway. "I love you," he practically whispered. "I love you too, now go," I picked up a cushion and threw it at his head, hitting him perfectly. He moaned, rubbed his head and ran off grinning, leaving me to snuggle back down in bed and go back to sleep.
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