a strange life

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i always h8ed mondays infact i h8ed everyday all because of her and her stupid lil games it all started wen she found out i was seeing her bro that was the worst day of my life well thats wot i thought but things got worse every lunch i was forced to hide in the closest set of loos.


this had been going on for at least 3 months why the hell was everyone ignoring the fact that i was modeling a new set of injuries everyday he wasnt much help either he started helpin his sister so that night i decided i was gonna take action

wen i got home mum was still at work so i had the house to myself i sat watchin a horror film BIG mistake it gave me ideas for wot i was going to do but in the end i decided that none of them would work. i walked out the house and started wounderin the streets thinkin thinkin about wot they were goin to do next i decide the best way to end it all was if i was dead they would have got wot they wanted and i wouldnt have to suffer anymore so when i saw the glowin lights from the large car speedin down the road i steped out in front of it next thing i remember was waking up in hospital to see none other than his best m8. things started to look up when ever he was around his lovely blue eyes and blonde hair made him seem so special. This is where my new life began.

'hi susan soz im late my bro acused me of nikin his cd'
'its ok as long as ur here now'
'have they been passed yet'
'nope luk here they cum now'
'luk at the stuck up cow she thinks she knows everything and he's just as bad cant belive i was ever m8s with him im suprised i never relised wot he was doin 2 u'
james dont worry u say that every morning ive put that life behind me anyway i found out who was driving that car'
'who'
'none other than his lordship himself'
'your jokin'
'no im not and get this hes bin txtin me all mornin sayin he was so sorry and if he can start afresh'
'but wot bout her'
'she dont no she was 2 busy sittin outside the corner shop waitin for me 2 go buy the usual but i got it all last night so she looked so stupid sittin on her own'
*school bell rings*
'i dont no how she dares show her face after what she done 2 u shes gonna pay'
'no leave it it wernt her fault'
'oh whats this matts got a soft spot for lil miss loser'
'well no but i found out from the doctor that shes pregnant wiv my kid so things could work out for the best

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*in drama*
i sat there thinkin bout wot i was going to do with it james didnt no i cudnt tell him he'd flip but matt i was sure matt knew about it that means i must get rid of it so he cant use it to get at me yeah thats what ill do ill get rid of it.
just then matt wlkd in the room
'hey matt how are you its awful wot shes done to u im suprised shes still in the school and get this shes only gonna get rid of ur baby ' came the satisfied voice of charlie
it was then i realised i must have been speaking out loud but y had nobody said anything

'im so sorry i didnt no when u'd be back i cant believe uve got to work with him i keep askin miss if she'l let u join up with us but she said no we can only work in 2s she's just an screwed up evil cow'
'i think thats enough from you mollie ull be in detention with the screwed up evil cow for a week after school'
'mol dont worry ill be fine im still alive even the car couldnt kill me'
'susan how are you and the thing'
'me and the thing are fine thanx matt how about you'
im ok im so sorry for everything my sister and me have done i never thought u'd try to kill urself. oh and im sorry for wot chaz sed'
'Oi dont apologize for me i mean evrything i say'
'charlie i dont think that is what we are supose 2 be doing detention tomorrow nite u can keep mollie company'
'anyway susan i meant everythin i sed in the txts i really miss u and james i feel so alone at night chaz aint that much of a m8 as soon as he's out of school im not cool enough for him'
'i dont no what to say i need time to think'
'is it true ur getting rid of it'
' i dont no what to do my mums been havin a go shes even started beatin me agen'
'well if you do have it can i be part of its life'
'yeah corse you can you can be part of my life to if you want just dont tell no1 specialy not james'
'wot so we're bk together'
'no but we're m8s

thats the first lesson bk and id not dun anythin i really wasnt goin 2 get bk on my mums side by doin that

the rest of the day went by really fast and on the way home i had that guilt feeling cuz i hadnt told james bout me and matt and my teachers had been ringing home i was really in for it that night.

mum was working again wen i got home so i ran upstairs grabbed a bag and stuffed random things in it did the bag up picked up my phone and ran out the house i stood at the corner and saw the car pull up on the drive she was home and i was gone i knew shed be out lookin by 5 so i caught the bus having no idea where i was going i was sitting there listenin 2 the radio wen i had a sudden tap pn my shoulder i turned round to see a boy about my age he moved seats and sat next to me it felt ded uncomfortable i didnt no him and he didnt no me but he sat there kissing my neck i went to get off the bus but he pulled me bk
'no babe ur not gettin off here ur gettin off with me'
i sat there scared he carried on with the kissing
'ok babe this is our stop cum on i dont want to have 2 get my m8s to help i turned round and saw another 5 or 6 lads i just wanted to get away my phone started ringing i got it out of my pocket and looked at the number it was matt wot the hell did he want i answered
'hi'
hi susan is that you '
'yeah'
ur mums just been round mine and said ud not been home and shes accusing me of having something to do with it where are you i need to find u'
Oi get of the phone i need 2 tlk 2 u'
'susan whos that'
' i dont no but matt im in truble i need you to ring james and u and him need to get here asap im at the park in town'
'but james won't listen to me'
'just tell him im in truble and if he wont cum bring any1 of ur m8s actually it wud be betta if u got um all but matt hurry im scared i dunno wot ther gonna do'
'ok ill get them all'
'ahhhhhhh'
'wot'
'1 of um have a kinfe and another has a gun and there both pointin them at me.

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'babe get off the god dam phone if you dont want to get hurt'
'matt just be quick ill sort out james'
'But'
'matt just get ur m8s'
'uve had ur warning shoot'
'AHHHHHHHHHHH' *thud*
'SUSAN SUSAN'
matts sister picks up the phone
'ah matt i thought it would be u'
'u wot the hell have u dun 2 her'
'ive had her shot shes lying dead in a pool of blood'
'dead she cant be dead'
'well maybe not but shes very close to it as will u be when i get home. i told u if u screwd up ud have it'



'James its matt'
'wot do u want ive told u so many times not to contact me'
'james dont hang up i need ur help.....'
'and y shud i help u'
'to save susans life my sisters just had her shot shes at the park in town lyin in a pool of blood'
'is this another 1 of ur stupid pranks'
'no'
'of corse it is im not as forgivin as her i dont just forget wot uve dun'
'wot do u mean'
'i no u and her have made up and i no shes pregnat with ur kid'
'but how?'
'Charlie thats how'
'anyway james please u need to help me save her'
'ok ill cum but if its a stupid prank ill kill u'
'thanks james. god its awful shes just lyin there shes gone pale and she aint movin'
'ah matt i wundered how long it would take u to get here now lets start on u now'
'no'
'yes'
'NO LEAVE HIM'
'james, charlie luk i wasnt lying uve got to help me'
'chaz u help matt ill see how susan is'
'susan tlk 2 me'
'james thanks but theres nothing u can do' i managed to wispher befor enetering the dark world.


*2 years later*
'susan wake up its not real'
'uh'
'wake up'
'matt oh matt it felt like i was there'
'shhhh calm down u dont want to wake daisy up now do u'
*knock knock*
'susan can u get it'
'spose so but who be visitin at 6 in the morning'
'james charlie what r u doin here'
james luked at charlie and burst out laffin
'we're here to take u and matt out to celebrate ur 2 yr aniversery'
'but six in the mornin'
'its a bit early i agree but james and matt insisted'
just then matt crept up behind me and snaked his arms round my waist
'u were in on it to matt god how did u keep it secret'
dunno just did'
'anyway wot r we gonna do bout daisy'
'all sorted matts mums lukkin after her'
'ok that will bne nice she hasnt seen her grandma for a while' (when i say grandmashe only has matts mum cuz i was kicked out of the family wen i kept her)
'Go and get dressed then we will get daisy's stuff packed and get her ready'

' rite im readt lets go'
'Bout time'

we dropped daisy off with her grandma and got on our way
'where exactly are we going' i asked
'its a suprise'
'ok then'
'even matt doesnt no'
we sat tlkin messing around and singing along with the radio i sat starin out the window it caught my eye and it felt like i was reliving it but watching from the side lines i sqeezed matts hand he followed my gaze
' what baby wots the matter'
'cant u see the girl lying there in the road'
'wot girl omg ur reliving it wen ur awake'
'but dont u ever get flash bk of wen of wen u knocked me down'
'yeah and i wake up with u lying next to me so everything is normal again'
'matt can we go bk home'
'i spose so oi chaz turn round we're goin bk home'
'kk will do'
'CHAZ WATCH OUT' i screamed

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'matt is he ok'
'im not sure they say hes in intensive care'
'what about james'
'just a few cuts and bruises'
'oh james im so glad ur ok' said susan running up to james and hugging him
'hey hey watch it'
'oh yeah sorry'
~5mins later~
'We can tell u that ur friend charlie simpson is gonna be ok'
'can we go and see him'
'erm let me go and check for u'
'omg wot an awful aniversary for u'
'WHERE IS HE'
'ah u must be mrs simpson ur son is in intensive care but we can assure u that he is going to recover'
'i want to see him'
'come this way'

[ilovejamessomuch]

it s good..... continue pls;)

[SuZiE-jO-bEe]

will do but i cant do it now

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okok