Viva Las Vegas *finished*

[Kolakube]

Matt nodded. He kissed my cheek and stood up, folding up the wedding certificate and stuffing it in his pocket.
"I'll see you later, okay," I nodded and watched him as he left the room.
"You two had a falling out?" asked Debz. I shook my head.
"Not really, just a sort of shock," I replied, flicking the TV on.
"Want to talk about it?"
"Nah, It's something I need to think about myself first," she nodded, understanding, and went into her room. I fell backwards on the sofa. I couldn't believe I'd been this stupid. Matt seemed to be taking this really well. I would have expected a much worse response from him. The phone to the room rang and I picked it up. "Hello?"
"Emma? It's Kim, I really need to talk to someone," I sat up.
"What's up?" She sounded pretty upset.
"James has gone out, can you come upstairs?" she asked quietly
"Yeah, do you want me to come on my own or do you want me to bring Debz with me?"
"Can you both come, I need lots of advice."
"Of course, We'll be right up," I hung up and knocked on Debz door.
"What?" she shouted through the door.
"Kim wants us to go up and see her, she sounds pretty screwed up." Debz flung the door open.
"Did she say what the matter is?" I shook my head.
"She just sounded pretty upset," I picked up my key and slipped on a pair of shoes. "Shall we go?" Debz nodded and followed me out to the lift. When we got in, we were pretty silent. I just felt that I couldn't talk to anyone yet about what had happened with me and Matt the night before. When Kim answered the door, her cheeks were tear stained and her eyes were red. "What's happened?" I asked straightaway. She ushered us into the main part of the room. She was right, their room was massive. I sat down on one of the sofas and noticed tissues, strewn about on the table.
"Okay, now tell us," said Debz, sitting opposite me. Kim sat down and looked at us.
"I'm pregnant," she wailed, bursting into fresh tears. I looked at Debz.
"Surely that's good news," I whispered, placing an arm around her.
"Yeah, I thought you wanted a baby," Debz added. She nodded.
"I do, but James doesn't."
"Are you sure about that?" I asked.
"Why would he? He's just hitting the big time. He won't have enough time to look after a baby. He's too busy with Busted."
"I thought he wanted kids," Debz, said confused.
"That's what he says but you can tell deep down he doesn't,"
"Well you have to talk to him. You can't just make a decision without asking him first." I told her.
"He'll leave me. We've only been married a few hours, I can't handle breaking up with him yet,"
"He won't break up with you. James is a decent guy, he'd understand."
"I just want to get rid of it," Kim sobbed.
"You have to talk to James first. You can't just kill his child without consulting him beforehand."
"What do I say?" she asked, through tears.

[Matt's_Muffin!]

Oh my God!! This just keeps getting better!! I really have no idea what is gonna happen now cause it all has just been really suprising! I haven't seen any of it coming!! Brilliant! ;D

[the_admin]

NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want my James back!! I want I want I want, I WANT MY JAMESY BACK!! (is this the part where I have to come and decide what's gonna happen btw?)

[Kolakube]

James hasn't left you, he's just gone out, shopping perhaps, jeez girl, you have to let him live a bit, you can't keep him locked up now he's your husband!!

"You say, James, I'm pregnant, then wait for his reaction. If he's shocked and doesn't reply then just say, we need to talk about it," Debz told her.
"I know, but I'm just scared of everything" My mobile beeped to show I had a text message. I pulled it out of my back pocket and pressed the read button. - we need to talk now, come down to my room while Chaz's out, luv M - I put the phone back in my pocket and sighed.
"I have to go. Me and Matt have some stuff to sort out," I hugged Kim and stood up. "You'll be fine okay. Just talk it over." I flung the door open and someone sitting on the floor, who had had their back to the door, jumped and spun around. "James!" I gasped, looking at his puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks.
"Is she getting rid of it?" he sobbed.
"What?" I asked as Kim walked over.
"The baby? I heard everything Emma, don't treat me like I'm stupid," I was shocked at his sudden outburst.
"James, don't take it out on Emma, we need to talk this through. Debz walked over and nodded.
"Me and Emma will leave you to it," she said, dragging me out of the door after her. We walked along the corridor and to the lift. She turned to me. "So are you sure you still don't want to talk about this Matt business?" she asked as the lift doors squeaked open. I stepped inside and pressed the button for the 11th floor.
"Last night, me and Matt, we ended up getting married. It was a complete mistake, we were too drunk to even know what we were doing, and now I just don't know what to do," Debz looked at me sadly.
"You're going to sort this out, I promise, and when you do, you and Matt are going to come out of it as stronger friends than you were when you got in this mess," I smiled weakly.
"I hope you're right," I said as I walked in the direction of Matt's room. I knocked on the door and he answered it quickly.
"Hey," he smiled, kissing my cheek. I followed him in the room, and noticed that he quickly picked up the paper that was lying on the bed and stuffed it in the bin.
"What did you do that for?" I asked him, suspiciuosly.
"Uh, n..nothing," he stuttered.
"Matt, just show me," I demanded.
"No, it's not important," he replied.
"Matt, if you don't give it to me, I'll get it myself," I told him. He gave in, picked the paper out of the bin and handed it to me.
"Page 4," he told me. I turned to page 4 and sat down on the bed.

Two Busted Stars Marry in Vegas

Last night, BUSTED star, JAMES BOURNE, married his childhood sweetheart, KIMBERLY DE BACK in a wedding ceremony in Las Vegas. It is believed that his bandmates, CHARLIE SIMPSON and MATT JAY, witnessed the ceremony along with three of the couples other friends. The marriage was kept a secret from the press as Bourne is believed to have wanted a low key wedding. After the wedding, the group of seven went on to a bar to stage their own makeshift wedding reception.
But later on, Matt, whose real surname is Willis, is believed to have snuck back to the chapel with a female friend, later identified as best mate and flatmate, EMMA HODGE. This news may come as a rather large surprise to fans as Jay revealed earlier this year that he was gay. The band's spokesperson has refused to comment.

Also on the page was a picture of James and Kim and a picture of me and Matt together, that had been taken once when we were shopping in London together. There was also a little picture of the wedding chapel.
"How did they get this?" I asked, shocked. Matt shrugged.
"I have no idea, I'm so sorry, I didn't want this to get out," he sat next to me and put his head in his hands. "Fletch was on the phone earlier, I'm in so much shit from him,"
"Matt, can't we just get this whole thing annulled?" I whispered.
"I dunno, it's all so complicated. Fletch wants me to go through with this because I put myself in this position. He doesn't want the press to think it was another drunken one night stander. I'm already in so much trouble because of all the press I've been getting over my drinking,"
"So you're going to do what your manager says and pretend we're happily married," I asked in disbelief.
"No, it won't be like that, we just have to pretend when we're out in public together,"
"It's not that simple. What about when I want to get a boyfriend? I won't be able to because everyone will think that I'm already taken. And what about when they realise that we never kiss? It's a pathetic idea and it would never work," I shouted.
"Please, can't we just try and make it work? For me?" he pleaded. I stood up.
"I'm fed up with putting myself out for you. I've stood by you with everything that you've ever needed help with and actually, I don't think I've ever seen any form of thanks. I have enough of it Matt, You got yourself in this shit and now, you're going to get us both out, on your own" I raged, flinging the door open and slamming it behind me. I ran along the corridor and let myslef in the room. A not was lying on the coffee table - Gone out with Danny, C U later, Debz xx - I screwed it up and fell down on the sofa. Now, not only had I accidentally got married, I lost my best friend as well.

[Kolakube]

Right now, KIM......

You have to PM me and tell me the result of the talk that you have with James. Keep the baby or not. You can't tell any one else what you choose.

If you decide you're going to have the baby the you also have to tell me what gender and what you want it to be called. You can have a little bit of time on those to though. I need to know the first bit, soon.

[Matt's_Muffin!]

Awwww!! Ill be back soon!! ;D lol!

It is fantasic!! I really love it!! Keep it going!

[the_admin]

*IMs Emma*

Good, keep it going. And yeah, just FONKING GOOD! ;D;D;D

[Kolakube]

have you PM'd me yet? It hasn't come through

[the_admin]

I haven't yet, had to IM Debz back first, sorry. *kicks puter for being slow* I'm gonna do that right NOW!

[Kolakube]

Got it!!! ;D ;D

[the_admin]

Lol! GOOD! *zips up lips again* Not saying anything ;D

[Kolakube]

My head was spinning with all of the problems and I just needed a way out of everything. I couldn't cope. I put on my sunglasses and left the hotel to go for a walk. I desperately needed some fresh air and some time to think everything over. As I walked down The Strip, I looked at all of the couples and families having a good time. All I wanted was to find someone who I could have a good time with, someone who loved me. While I was absorbed in my thoughts. I walked into someone. "Sorry," I said, looking up. I immediately recognised the face. "Charlie," I gasped, hugging him tightly. I just let my tears flow.
"Hey, what's the matter?" he asked, stroking my hair. He lifted my head up so I was looking straight at him. "Do you want to talk?" he whispered. I nodded sadly. He took my hand. "Come on, let's get out of town for a bit, go somewhere a bit more relaxed," he led me back to the hotel and into the carpark. He opened the passenger door and I climbed in. He shut it behind me and climbed into the driver side. As he drove, the whole car was silent. I sat forward and began fiddling with the radio. Suddenly, it burst into life, playing some R and B song. Charlie looked at me and smiled. "How did you do that? I've been trying to get that to work since we left the airport."
"It's a womans touch." I grinned. I looked at my watch, 12:25. "Charlie, I'm hungry," I wailed.
"Good, so am I, we'll go to McDonalds and we can eat in the car and then talk while we eat,"


Charlie climbed back in the car and handed me the McDonalds bag. He pulled the door shut behind him and took his food off of me.
"So what's happened?" He asked as he crammed his mouth full of food.
"Everything's just gone wrong. This has been the most disasterous holiday ever." I sighed. "James and Kim, You and Debz, Me and Matt, everything's going wrong,"
"You and Matt? Why have you fallen out?"
"Matt is now my husband," I cheered sarcastically. Charlie choked on what he was eating.
"Your husband? When did you get married?"
"Last night apparently but neither of us remember it. Too drunk. We have the wedding certificate to prove it,"
"Can't you just get it annulled?" he asked. I shook my head.
"That's what I said but Matt says that he can't because the press know and he's already in enough trouble over his drinking. Fletch wants him to learn his lesson so to speak."
"So you don't want to be married?"
"Of course I don't. I want to find a boyfriend, settle down, have kids. I don't want some fatuous public relationship just to make Matt look good,"
"And I'm guessing you've told Matt all of this," I nodded.
"I told him exactly what I thought and I know I've really hurt him. He didn't even call after me when I ran out of the room."
"What did you say?"
"I just told him how I feel. It's just, all the time, whenever something goes wrong in his life, he comes to me and I sort out his problems and it all goes away. I help him out of a hell of a lot of situations. This time, I can't help him out. This time, I'm involved in the situation and if I help him out, I let myself down and if I help myself out, I let him down. I just feel that I can't win."
"You haven't let Matt down and I'm sure he understands that. You are his guardian angel and you've done so much for him. I've never heard a person praise another person as much as he praises you. He worships the ground you walk on and he never stops talking about you. It's always, 'Emma's done this for me' and 'Emma's done that'. He really loves you."
"Now I feel even worse,"
"Why?"
"I told him that I'd never heard a word of thanks for anything I'd ever done for him," Charlie put an arm around me and pulled me towards him.
"Don't worry, you were upset, he'll understand." I don't know what made me do what I did next but my head was messed up and I couldn't control my actions. I slowly looked into his eyes and leant forwards. My lips caught on his and he slowly started to respond to what was happening. His lips slowly massaged mine and his tounge teased them open. When I felt his tounge on mine, I realised what I was doing and pulled away.
"I'm sorry, we shouldn't have done that, that was wrong," I gasped. He nodded in agreement.
"Let's just forget it," he said calmly. "You're upset, just ignore it even happened," I nodded and looked out of the window. "Emma, I said ignore the kiss, not ignore me," I looked back at him.
"Sorry," I sighed. "So have you said anything to Debz yet?" he shook his head.
"She's too engrossed in Danny. She hasn't noticed me yet,"
"Charlie, you have to tell her before she gets too involved in anything," he nodded.
"I will, I'll tell her tonight, are you coming to the casino?"
"Uh, yeah, as long as everyone else is sorted out. If everyone hates each other than I'm guessing it's not going to happen." Charlie took all my rubbish off of me and chucked it in the bin that was next to his door.
"You ready to go back?" I nodded. He turned the key in the ignition and we drove off, back to the hotel.

[Kolakube]

When we arrived back I sat for a little while after Charlie turned off the ignition.
"You gonna be alright?" he asked as he pulled the key out of the ignition and unfastened his seatbelt. I nodded and unfastened my seatbelt as well.
"Thank you Charlie, that really took some problems off my mind," he smiled.
"My pleasure," I nervously reached forward, planted a kiss on his cheek and climbed out of the car. I walked along the corridor to my room and let myself in. Kim and Debz were sitting on the sofa and both spun round as I opened the door.
"Hiya, where did you get to?" Debz asked, as I fell in the armchair.
"I just needed to get out for a little while, sort my head out. Did you sort your stuff out?" I asked. Kim smiled and nodded. "And?"
"And, we're having a baby!!" She grinned. I grinned as well and got up and hugged her.
"That's great, congratulations." I gushed. She nodded.
"So I'm off the alcohol now. At least we go home tomorrow. It won't be so difficult back in England."
"So you're coming to the casino tonight?"
"Of course I am. I'm going to see if this baby is going to bring me some luck."
"Danny's coming as well," Debz smiled. I just nodded. It wasn't that I hated Danny, I just hated the fact that Charlie didn't have a chance now he was on the scene.
"You and Danny are getting on really well aren't you," Kim said. Debz nodded and beamed.
"I really like him, he's so sweet!" she grinned.
"He's a great guy, he'll really look after you." I think everyone had assumed that Charlie had given up on his attempt to woo Debz. Something inside of me told me that he might still get with her but I knew his chances were slim.



That night, I watched as Charlie nervously pulled Debz away from Danny's side to talk to her. Danny was just glued to one of the slot machines. No sooner had Charlie pulled her away, the little light on the top of Danny's machine started flashing and Debz ran back over to him. Great. Danny had won the jackpot, distracting Debz away from Charlie. I then watched as Danny kissed Debz cheek then spoke to Charlie briefly before going back to what they were doing. Charlie just smiled at them and walked back over to me.
"Em, can I have your room keys? I want to go back,"
"What's wrong with your room?" I asked him confused.
"I just want to be alone for a little while. I think Matt does as well." Matt had decided to stay in his room tonight. I didn't know whether I was happy or sad at his abscence.
"Uh, yeah." I handed him my key card. "You can kip on the sofa if you want," he nodded.
"I might just do that," he shouted as he made his way over to the lift to go back to the room. Debz walked over not long afterwards.
"Where did Charlie go?" she asked.
"Up to our room for a bit, he wants to lie down, wants to be away from Matt as well," she nodded.
"Me and Danny are officially going out!" she smiled as she sat next to me. Suddenly everything clicked into place.
"Did you tell Charlie that you and Danny were going out?" I asked.
"Yeah, That's what I was just saying to him," I cringed and put my head in my hands. "What?" she asked innocently.
"Charlie has been trying to ask you out for as long as I can remember. Now you've just gone and flaunted your new relationship right in his face. That's why he's run off." Debz looked at me, shocked.
"I never knew Charlie liked me." she stuttered.
"I know you didn't, he didn't want us to tell you."
"Us? So you all knew?"
"Pretty much, yeah"
"Shit, I feel so stupid," she whined.
"Look, don't worry, it's not your fault." I suddenly thought of all the times I'd told Matt that things weren't his fault and how I'd told him not to worry and suddenly wanted him there. "I need to go somewhere," I said standing up. I walked over to the lift, got in and pressed the button to the 11th floor. While I was standing in the lift, I thought of things to say to him. The doors pinged and slid open and I ran down to Matt's room. I hammered on the door continuously until it eventually creaked open slowly. Matt stood infront of me. His face was red and tear stained, his eyes were bloodshot. He was wrapped up in a blanket and looked really ill. Seeing him like this just made me burst into tears. "I'm so sorry," I sobbed, throwing my arms around his neck. Matt seemed completely emotionless but eventually his arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer to him.
"No, I'm the one who should be apologizing. I've really screwed up and this is all my fault. I'm giving up alcohol. It's caused me so many problems." He pulled me in the room and shut the door.
"You know that I love you so much, don't you," he nodded.
"I love you as well and I would never do anything to hurt you," I smiled. Matt slowly leaned forward and kissed me on the lips. I looked into his eyes and he nodded slightly as if to show he wanted me to respond. When I didn't, he leaned in again and kissed me a bit more passionatley to show it wasn't just a friendly kiss. This time I kissed him back. This kiss was different to the one I'd shared with Charlie earlier in the day. Before, I'd been confused and had no idea what I wanted to do. But now, my head was cleared and I knew that all I wanted was to be with Matt. As he kissed me, I slowly grabbed onto the blanket that he had wrapped around him and pulled it away. I dropped it on the floor and then took off my jacket. As I dropped that down on the floor next to the blanket, I took his hand and started to walk in the direction of his bed. Matt stayed rooted to the spot. I turned round to him.
"What's the matter?" I asked softly. He looked down at the floor.
"I... I haven't done...well....y'know, I haven't had sex with a girl before," he eventually managed to stutter. I lifted his chin up with my index finger and looked deep into his eyes.
"We don't have to have sex if you don't want to," I reassured him.
"No... but...I mean...." I could tell he was scared, he never got tounge tied. "I want to," My heart skipped a beat and suddenly I became nervous as well.
"I'm not forcing you to do anything, we can just cuddle if you want," he shook his head.
"I want you to be my first," It was then that I felt an uncontrollable surge of love towards him. I reached up and kissed him then led him over to his bed. I sat him down on the edge and stood infront of him.
"We'll take it slowly, yeah?" he nodded in agreement. "Tell me if you want to stop, okay," he nodded again, took my hand and lay down, pulling me on top of him as he did so.


The next morning, I lay in Matt's arms, watching his stomach move up and down as he slept peacefully. I slowly freed myself from his grip and slid out of bed, picking up my clothes and throwing them on. As I pulled my top over my head, I heard movement from the bed. I turned and smiled as Matt squinted at me.
"Were you going to leave me here?" he whispered. I laughed and shook my head.
"Of course I wasn't. We're going home today and I haven't packed so I really have to get back to my room. I sat on the edge of the bed and kissed him. "I'll see you when we check out, ok?" he nodded and smiled as I walked away.
"Emma," he said as I reached the doorway. I turned back to him. "Thank you for last night. It really meant a lot to me," I smiled and blew him a kiss. I picked up my jacket and then opened the door. I let out a little yelp when I came face to face with Charlie on the other side. Mainly because I wasn't expecting him to be there. He smiled.
"You going back to yours?" I nodded. "You might have to do some comforting. I passed Debz in the hallway and she was in floods of tears. I don't think she noticed me." I sighed and Charlie placed my key in my hand.
"I'll see you later, Bye Matt," I shouted. I heard a distant 'bye' as I walked along the corridor. When I got to my room, I took a deep breath before letting myself in. Sure enough, Debz was sitting on the sofa, sobbing her heart out. "Debz, what's the matter?" she wiped her eyes and turned to me.
"I don't know what to do. Danny's asked me to stay here and not get on the flight tonight. I can't do that though, I want to go home. I don't want to leave all you guys and my family. At the same time I don't want to lose Danny," I smiled sympathetically.
"You know, I really can't help you make a decision. It's entirely up to you what you do." She nodded. "I'm gonna go pack. If you want me, I'll be in my room." I walked into my room and slowly started pulling my screwed up clothes off the top of my suitcase. I folded them up, mu mind not totally focused on what I was doing. As I placed the last of my things in the case, I looked at the clock. We had an hour before we were meeting in the lobby. I zipped up the case and wheeled it out into the main room. Debz had gone but I could hear her bustling about in her room. I knocked on the door softly.
"What?" she called from the other side of the door.
"Can I come in?" the door opened and the way she looked immediatley reminded me of the way Matt had looked the night before. "You okay?" I asked quietly. She nodded.
"I'm coming with you. If I stay here then I'm going to leave too much behind." I hugged her and bought her case into the main room. She walked over to the phone and picked it up, dialling a number slowly and sadly. "Danny?" she said after holding the phone to her ear for a few seconds. "I'm going home....... I just can't leave behind my life in the UK, it's where I belong," she started nodding as Danny spoke on the other end. I could see her eyes well up again. "See you around," she whispered and placed the phone back in it's cradle. She turned to me. "He ditched me." she smiled falsley. "I don't really blame him,"
"This isn't your fault you know, he had no right making you choose," Debz just nodded sadly and sat on the sofa.

[the_admin]

Aww! It's so sad and sweet and happy and sad and even sadder all at the same time, but that's what makes it so good!! I really, honestly, truly love it and I say this from the bottim of my heart and not only because I'm in it. I really really REALLY love it. Maybe even more than the one before.

[Kolakube]

hehehe, bless. I really want to finish it soon but I have all of tomorrow when I will be "revising" how can you honestly revise for an English Lit exam? I don't think you can