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Post by the_admin on May 25, 2004 14:17:38 GMT -5
Awww! SO SWEET!! AND HORNY! LMFAO! But good!
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Post by Kolakube on May 26, 2004 11:39:07 GMT -5
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on May 26, 2004 13:08:40 GMT -5
The next morning I woke up especially early and finished off packing my bags. I pulled on some shorts and a halter neck top and slipped on my DCs and ran down the stairs to the pay phone, so I could call Emma’s mobile in private. I asked her to meet me on the steps outside at 12 because I needed to chat. I grabbed a cup of tea and took it back up for James. When I opened the door I found him already awake and sat on the edge of the bed. I walked over to him and handed him the cup without saying anything. He grabbed my wrist and I turned to look at him. I stared into his eyes and then looked down at his hand, clutching my arm. He let go and I moved over to the window ledge and sat down, looking out onto the streets below. I heard the cup being put down on the table and he walked up behind me, laying his hands on my knee. Without looking at me he said, “What’s up? Why are you acting all distant and quiet?” “Dunno.” He moved away from me and put all his clothes into his bag and then carried it, with his guitar up to our new room. I stayed on the ledge for another 5 minutes or so then shut the window and scanned the room for anything that was left behind. I grabbed my bag, shut the door after me and walked up the new room. I stopped outside the door when I head him on the guitar and singing. All I caught of that verse was “I don’t think she likes me, and thinking of her name is driving me insane...” I breathed deeply and walked in. “I’ve got to go out for a bit, is there anything you want?” “No, I’m ok. I’ll come with you if you want?” He asked while getting up. “No. It’s ok. I just need to do a bit of thinking. I’ll be back soon, ok?” I walked to the door and heard him mumble, “Not exactly as if I have a choice do I?” I sighed and let myself out. As soon as I was out of the front door of the hostel and saw Emma, I burst into tears. She jumped up and hugged me tightly. “What’s the matter, Hun?” she asked. Through my sobs I said, “LastnightmeandJameshadsexwithoutacondomandIdon’tthinkhewantschildrenandifI’mpregnantIdon’tknowwhatI’mgonnado” “Oh right” I heard her mutter. We walked around the town for a bit and were talking about it for a while and she said, “I think you should leave it for a couple of days, then do a test to find out for definite, and then you can talk to James about it can’t you?” “’Spose so.” I looked at her. “Thanks Em” I said and pulled her in for a hug. We made our way back to the hostel and met James and Matt walking up the road, also headed for the hostel. Emma saw Matt and waved and as the guys got to us, she took his hands and gave him a very welcoming kiss. She pulled him inside and up to their room, leaving me and James looking at each other awkwardly.
-Carly xXx
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Post by the_admin on May 26, 2004 13:12:47 GMT -5
Aww!! *wipes away imaginary tears* It's so bad, as in the storyline being so sad and making me sad, but really good for the way you wrote it. *wipes last imaginary tear away*
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on May 26, 2004 13:22:18 GMT -5
aww bless ya!! He looked down at me and smiled weakly. “I’m sorry if I upset you last night and that’s why you felt you had to get away from me this morning. You...” I hushed him by kissing him and wrapping my arms around his waist. We walked inside, holding hands and smiling. The next couple of days went by fairly quickly and were mainly spent shopping or checking out some of the tourist sites, just out of sheer boredom. Three days after my breakdown to Emma, I walked to the pharmacy and brought a pregnancy test. I took it back to the hostel with me and quickly slipped into the toilets. It took a couple of minutes waiting but finally the blue line showed, proving that I was indeed pregnant. Again I burst into tears. I sat on the toilet seat sobbing for a good 10 minutes before I knew I had to face James. I walked in and found him laying face down on the bed. I walked over quietly and sat on the edge of the bed. He must of felt my weight on the bed because he stirred and moved to be sitting behind me, with his legs either side of me and his arms around my waist. “Hey babe” he said sleepily. “Hey” I replied. “Erm, we need to have a long talk hun.” “Um, ok, what’s on your mind?” I held the pregnancy test up in front of him and gave him a few minutes to realise what it was and what it meant. Finally it registered. “Oh right” he almost whispered. “I know.” I said. “I came to ask you if you agree to me getting an abortion?” I asked with tears in my eyes. He turned my head so I was looking straight into his eyes. He looked like he was in complete shock. “What? Why? Don’t you wanna have my child?” “No, it’s not that, it’s just that I didn’t think you wanted kids at all, let alone when you’re as young as you are.” I said. “All I’ve ever wanted was to start a family and for you to be the mother of my children. But I understand if it’s not what you want right now.” He looked down and leant his chin on my shoulder. I rested my head on his. “I want this child so much and I want to share all my experiences with you. But how could we support a kid right now?” I asked. “Well tomorrow I guess, after me and Matt have recorded our demo, I’ll look for a job. Everything will sort itself out, I promise.” “Ok” I mumbled. “So, in 9 months time you’re going to give birth to our first child together?” “Looks that way, don’t it?” I laughed. “Just a question, is that why you were acting a bit off with me the other morning, because you weren’t sure how I’d react to the news?” I nodded. “Don’t worry,” he said, kissing my cheek and wrapping his arms tighter around me. “Nothing’s going to ruin this for us.” * * * -Carly xXx
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Post by .the.nameless. on May 26, 2004 13:27:57 GMT -5
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww
'Tis such a luffly sweet storieeeeeee *sniff*
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Post by Matt's_Muffin! on May 27, 2004 11:07:52 GMT -5
Awwww!! How cute!! Me wuvs it!
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Post by Kolakube on May 27, 2004 11:29:41 GMT -5
Awwww MORE!!!!!
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on May 27, 2004 13:59:16 GMT -5
Next bit! Oh Em, that pic that we got taken of me and you.... very bad!!! lol. I'll show you on friday. Enjoy...
Over the next couple of days, inbetween job hunting and unpacking in our new rooms, Matt and James had found a small studio where they could put together a demo to hand out to record companies. Much to James’ disagreement, I had found a job working in H+M, which brought us in money that we could put into savings for the baby. “I don’t think you should be working in your condition, that’s all.” “Well, while you’re fannying about with Matt, we ain’t getting no money coming in and what do you mean condition – I’m not ill, I’m pregnant. Besides, there’s not even a bump there yet.” I said, rubbing my tummy. James got up and walked out of the room. “Oh crap,” I thought to myself. I followed after him and tried to keep up with his huge strides. At the bottom of the stairs he just kept on walking. “I’m sorry.” I shouted to him. He stopped, turned around and walked right up to me, leaving his face only inches from mine. His face was full of anger and I was really scared that he was going to get violent. “Fannying about?? That’s what you said I’d been doing weren’t it? After sending out our demo, if we hear anything we will be earning a hell of a lot more than what you’re getting through your shitty job.” He spoke through gritting teeth. With that he stalked off into the streets. I turned and walked up the stairs to our room. I laid down on the bed, facing the wall and cried my heart out. I couldn’t sleep that night and at about 3am I heard James come through the door. He stripped down to his boxers and climbed into bed behind me. I could smell alcohol on his breath and I moved further over to be right against the wall. I felt his hands on my waist and I flinched away from him. He rolled over to the far side of the bed and was soon asleep. I climbed over him and went to sit in the armchair, facing the bed. Watching him, I could see the reasons why I loved him so much. He looked so peaceful and he was always so loving towards me. I rubbed my hand over my stomach and went to sleep with a small smile on my lips, thinking about the child I was going to give birth to.
-Carly xXx
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Post by SuZiE-jO-bEe on May 27, 2004 15:37:37 GMT -5
tis v gd
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on May 28, 2004 10:34:54 GMT -5
Hey everyone!! I am going on holiday tomorrow (Saturday the 29th) and I don't get back until Sunday 6th June. I will post up every part of the fic that I have already written and I will finish it whilst laying in the sun! ;D Then I just have to type it up when I get back and you can all read it! So, enjoy the fic, as it stands at the moment and I'll give you the end when I get back. -Carly xXx I slowly opened my eyes and saw James sat on the bed staring at me, holding a tray of breakfast on his lap. I realised that he’d laid a quilt over me and I smiled and snuggled down into it. He came and knelt beside me and said, “I’m sorry for being such a git. It’s just that I want to be able to spoil this kid. I want everything for us to be perfect. Your job is helping us get money and I’m sorry for saying what I said. Accept my apology?” I looked at him pulling his puppy dog eyes and laughed. I pulled him up to me and kissed him. “Of course I do.” He stood up and carried me to the bed. He sat down and sat me inbetween his legs. I took one of the cups of tea off the tray and leaned back into his body. He reached him arms around me and rested them on my tummy. I downed the drink and put the cup on the floor. I put my hands over his and leaned my head back to be resting on his shoulder. “Being your girlfriend, laying in your arms and knowing that I am carrying your child has got to be one of the best feelings in the world.” He smiled and pulled me as close as possible. We had been laid like that for a couple of hours, just talking about things when there was a knock at the door. “Come in.” James yelled, right into my ear. At the door appeared Emma and Matt, dressed for the summer and smiling broadly. “We were wondering if you wanted to go do something today, like... go to the Park for a picnic?” “Yeah, we might even get a tan!” Added Emma. James and me agreed, needing a day out. We decided to meet downstairs in an hour. I got up and walked to the cupboard to get a clean towel and my clothes for that day. James followed me into the showers and we both came out about half an hour later, full of smiles and looking forward to our day out. Just as I was sorting out my clothes to wear, James whipped the towel off me so that I was stood naked in the middle of the room. He went down on one knee and kissed my stomach. “I love you whether we have everything or nothing. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known. Whether you’re naked or dressed in the best, you look gorgeous to me and I want to be there with you throughout your life. Please do me the honour of becoming Mrs. Bourne?” He produced a black velvet box and opened it to reveal a gold ring with 7 diamonds studded along the top. I nodded and he took my left hand and slipped it onto my finger. He jumped up and pulled me in for a fantastic kiss. I pulled away and looked up into his eyes. He stepped back and said, “Right, as much as I love having you naked, we have to be downstairs soon so get dressed!” with that he hit my bum and ran out of the room. I got myself sorted then went downstairs to find the 3 of them sat on the stairs. I grabbed James’ hand and we all walked to park carrying the food we’d gathered from the kitchens. We sat in the park all day and only started to move at about 5 o’clock. “Why don’t we go out for a meal tonight guys?” Suggested James. “Yeah sure” we all agreed. We sat down in Garfunkel’s and ordered drinks. Whilst waiting, James blurted out, “Carly’s pregnant” with a huge grin on his face. “And...” I held up my left hand to reveal the engagement ring. Emma jumped up and we hugged and she was congratulating me whilst Matt and James stuck to manly handshakes and Matt saying, “Goon on ya Mate.” Our drinks came and, after we got our dinner and were all tucking in, Matt said, “Oh, by the way JB, you know that guy we spoke to from Universal?” “Erm, yeah,” came James’ muffled reply. “Well, he likes our sound but he wants us to meet this guy called Charlie who he thinks we will get along with and who can help us get the exact sound we want. He plays guitar and drums too.” James smiled and said “Cool, so what time we gotta go see them?” “Tomorrow at the studio at 2pm.” Said Matt. With us all feeling particularly happy after our meal, we decided to go around a few pubs and get completely plastered to celebrate. James’ didn’t agree at first but realised that I wasn’t going to listen to him after I kept shouting “Shut up,” at him. At around 1am, we all stumbled into the hostel and attempted to climb the stairs. This plan wasn’t a great idea because we all kept collapsing into fits of laughter after every couple of steps. We managed to contain ourselves long enough to get upstairs, into our rooms and then fall into bed. * * *
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on May 28, 2004 10:36:13 GMT -5
I woke up in the morning and sat up, holding my head in my hands. I turned to see that the space where James was last night was now empty. Just at that moment he walked carrying a glass of water in each hand and a pack of tablets in his mouth. “You got a hangover too?” I asked. He nodded his head and shoved me over so that he could sit down on the bed. He handed me one of the drinks and pushed 2 pills into my palm. I took them both together with a sip of water, put the cup down and laid back in bed. James did the same and just laid down so that his head was rested on my belly. I watched as his head rose and fell with my breathing and said, “So what time have you got to be at the studio?” “Erm, 2 o’clock” was the response. I turned to the clock on the table and saw it was 10.21. “Bollocks” I thought to myself. “Why do I always wake up early when I have nothing to do all day?” I looked down at James and thought he was asleep. “James” I asked quietly. He lifted his head ad turned and looked at me. “You didn’t propose to me last night because you thought you had to did you?” He pulled himself up and laid down beside me and faced me. “No. I did it because I love you and this feels natural. And now we have a baby on the way we can be a proper little family.” “Ok.” I laid my head on his chest to listen to his heartbeat. He ran his fingers through my hair and sat watching me as I played with his belly button and the hair around it. With my head slowly calming down, I got up and splashed some water on my face. I patted it dry and went over to open the window. James sat up on the edge of the bed and swung his feet round onto the floor. I walked over and knelt down in front of him between his legs. I rested my elbows on his knees and linked my hands together. “Are you looking forward to this meeting today?” I asked. He looked down into my eyes and held my gaze. “Yeah. I mean, if we like this Charlie and he likes us that would complete our band. Matt and me already have some songs put together, so it’s all ready, ya know?” “Yeah well hopefully you’ll get it sorted out today. What do you wanna do before you have to leave?” I asked. “Erm, sleep with you in my arms for a bit longer.” “Fair enough.” I said as he pulled me up and onto bed. I laid half on top of James and half on the mattress. I found that position comfortable for all of about 5 minutes. I moved onto my back and he laid over me with his hand on my stomach, rubbing it protectively. It didn’t take long for me to go back to sleep but it wasn’t peaceful slumber. I woke up in a cold sweat, shaking and crying. It was the first time it had happened in ages. I dreamt of the rape but with me being left for dead. I sat up breathing heavily with tears streaming down my face. James was soon by my side pulling me into his lap and hugging me as tightly as possible. I buried my face in his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his neck. “Shhh. Come on Baby I’m here. It was only a dream; nothing’s going to happen to you. I slowly began to drift off again and James laid me down and pulled the covers up around me. He went and picked up the towel and went into the showers. He was only gone a few minutes and came back in to get dressed. Checking that I was asleep, he made his way out of the room to go for a walk. I stirred a couple of hours later and saw the time was 13.45. I grabbed my phone and quickly dialled James’ number. “Hey” I said. “Hey Sleeping Beauty.” “Sorry that I wasn’t awake to wish you luck before you went. I hope you get on with that guy.” “I’m sure we will.” He answered. “Oh, by the way, we are all going for a drink after the meeting so do you wanna meet up with Emma outside the studio at 3?” I thought about it and replied, “Yup, we’ll be there. Seeya later. Love you JB.” “Ok babe. Love you too.” I put the phone back on the table and decided that I really should get up. I showered and dressed quickly and went over to Emma’s room...
I'm off. Speak to you all soon. Love Carly xxxxx
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Post by the_admin on May 28, 2004 11:04:52 GMT -5
Aww, it's really good ;D
Have fun on the holiday!!!!
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Post by Matt's_Muffin! on May 29, 2004 7:18:40 GMT -5
Wow!! Its really good and so cute!!
Have fun on your holiday from me too!! ;D
See I told you everyone is leaving!! lol!
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Post by Bitch*Goddess on Jun 6, 2004 4:33:56 GMT -5
Hey Ladies! I'm back! ;D On holiday I wrote 25 A4 pages which I now have to type up for you. AND, I've almost finished!! I'll post it up as soon as I've typed it up. Hope you are all alright? -Carly xXx
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