Muhaha!! My fic!

[the_admin]

Aww Debz, how sweert of you to dedicate a part to me

I'm still liking it. No wait, I take that back. I love it. I'm going back to the UK, WOOHOO!! *does weird dance*

[Matt's_Muffin!]

I woke up to the feeling of someone kissing my head. I grinned and rolled round to face Matt. He looked worried as I stretched my arms and sat up.
“What’s wrong?” I asked him
“Why did you sleep down here last night?”
“I came down to watch TV for a while and I fell asleep, that’s all” I said and gave him a kiss on the cheek as I got up. Matt didn’t look too convinced.
“Matt really I am fine, look I am staying for a couple more days to see Kim so I have plenty of time to be in bed with you” I assured him. He smiled and hugged me.
“I knew you wouldn’t leave me”
I walked up the stairs towards the bathroom and I met James coming out the door.
“You OK?” He asked me.
“Yeah, but you were right about Danny. Don’t say anything to Matt but he kept telling me I was really pretty and how Matt was such a lucky guy and stuff”
“I knew it”
“But he was really drunk, I don’t want it to ruin things between you, him and Tom”
“That’s not an excuse”
“Please James just forget it, it didn’t mean anything”
“OK but I swear if he does anything again tell Matt or I will”
“Thanks, is Kim coming today?” I asked trying to change the subject, which I was beginning to wish I hadn’t started.
“Yeah, but I think it will be a late flight but she is gonna phone me later to say”
“Do you want me to come to the airport with you or do you just want me to wait here?”
“I’ll go myself if you don’t mind I just wanna see her”
“That’s fine I’ll see her when you come back”
Camilla walked out of her bedroom door and watched James and me talking.
“Morning” I shouted to her, but she walked past and ignored me.
“That was strange,” James looked at me confused.
“Oh well, I am going for a shower, I’ll speak to you later” I said as I walked into the bathroom.
I got out of the shower and wrapped the towel around me and flung my head forward and wrapped another towel around my hair. I walked out of the bathroom and carried on down stairs to our room. I opened the door and slumped down on the bed not noticing Matt lying on the other side. He rolled over and sat up and kissed the back of my neck, I closed my eyes enjoying the feel of his lips on my skin. I lay back on the bed with my head deep in the pillow and let Matt continue to kiss up my body. As his lips finally met mine he gently rolled me over on top of him and began to run his fingers through my hair. Just as he was about to pull the towel from me, there was a knock at the door. I stopped kissing Matt and he looked at me and smiled. I rolled off him and pulled my towel up.
“Come in” I shouted. Charlie walked in and looked slightly embarrassed when he saw me.
“Oh sorry” he said
“It’s OK”
“Its just Danny and Tom want us to go and watch McFly perform at this small gig they have just down the road, do you want to come?”
I felt my stomach turn and I looked at Matt for an answer.
“What time?” Matt asked Charlie.
“About 2 o’clock”
Matt looked back at me and winked.
“Yeah sure he answered” Charlie nodded and walked back out the door.
“Now where were we?” Matt whispered in my ear.

[the_admin]

NO STOOPID DANNY GO AWAY!! AWAY I TELL YOU OR I'LL CAST A SPELL ON YOUUUUU! AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! *while screaming, waving arms about in the air* *like a loony*

[Matt's_Muffin!]

Calm down dear it's only a commercial!! ;D lol!! Just wait and see what happens!!

[the_admin]

Noooo Danny must gooooo (that actually rhyms, lmfao)

[Matt's_Muffin!]

Finally more but I've still not finished!!

I sat on the edge of the bed and looked in the mirror. Matt was kneeling behind me fixing his hair. I had just finished mine and was watching his reflection until he was done. He stepped off the bed and walked across the room to open the door.
“You coming?” he asked nodding towards the hall. I gave a nervous smile and got up.
“Yeah” I sighed. “Do we really have to go?”
“Well I told them we would and I would quite like to hear them play” I walked closer and as I got up to him I wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed him lightly on the nose then put my head onto his chest. He lifted my chin up with his finger so he was gazing into my eyes.
“Look, if you really don’t like it we’ll leave. Plus it kills some time until Kim gets here” he said kissing my forehead. I smiled and we headed to the living room hand in hand. James, Charlie and Camilla all looked at us and stood up.
“Finally, you ready?” Charlie said walking towards the table and picking up his keys. Charlie always drove; no one else had a chance. As Matt walked out the door I waited behind for James.
“What am I going to do?” I asked him
“Look, just stick with me and Matt and besides Danny will be on stage most of the time” He said giving me a comforting smile. I stopped suddenly.
“Um James there isn’t enough room in Charlie’s car”
We walked up to Matt, Charlie and Camilla standing beside the car. I stood beside Matt and leaned my head on his shoulder. He moved his arm around me.
“Well why don’t me and Debbie go in my car” Matt said to Charlie
“No cause you will end up stopping at a lay-by on the way there and we won’t see you again for the rest of the night” Charlie replied. I blushed and turned my head.
“I’ll go with them so they don’t get up to anything funny” James said laughing. Camilla shot James a look as soon as he said it and then looked at me.
James, Matt and I walked towards Matt’s car and I jumped in the passenger side. James got in the back and waited for Matt to run back to the house to get the car keys.
“What is Camilla doing?” James said leaning over my seat.
“I have no idea, do you think she thinks we are having an affair or something?”
“Maybe, but why?”
“Well, James we do spend a lot of time together.”
“Are you saying you want me to stay away from you?”
“James, shut up and stop being stupid of coarse I don’t. I just don’t want her to fuck things up for me and Matt” James sat back down.
“Sh, he’s coming” he whispered.
Matt climbed into the car and rested his hand on my leg.
“You ready?” he asked me.
“Yep lets go” I smiled back at him.
We drove along the road until we came to a pub. I gave Matt a funny look.
“Um this is a pub. I mean I know they said small gig but…” I said.
“We used to do pub gigs all the time” James butted in.
“Yeah stop complaining” Matt said laughing. I hit him on the leg.
“I wasn’t complaining I just didn’t think it would be in a pub that’s all”
“Just think of the alcohol” Matt whispered.
By the time he said it I was out the door. Matt ran up behind me and squeezed my sides. I jumped and carried on walking.
We were the first people to arrive except for Charlie and Camilla who were sitting at the bar. We walked up to them and I sat down. Matt sat one side of me and James the other. I could feel Camilla staring at me so I motioned to James to move to sit beside Charlie. As he got up he gave me a weak smile. I whispered “sorry” and gave him a reassuring wink.
He moved to the other side of Charlie and I proceeded to get Matt to buy me a drink.
“So you gonna buy me a drink?” I said nudging his arm.
“No” he said nudging me back.
“Why?”
“Because you will get all drunk and disorderly and show me up,” he grinned.
“On one drink?”
“No but you won’t be able to stop”
“Shut up and get me a vodka and coke,” I said poking his side, he flinched and grabbed my arms.
“Well it might be a good thing to get you drunk”
Just then I heard a voice from behind me say, “I’ll get that”
I turned round and saw Danny sitting in the seat beside me. He reached out his hand and called on the bar tender.
“A vodka and coke please, mate,” He said as he handed over a scrunched up note.
I looked nervously over to James and he shrugged his shoulders. The bar tender handed over the glass to Danny and he then passed it to me. I half smiled and said a soft “thank you”. I stared at the tabletop trying not to make eye contact with him, but I could feel him staring at me. I tilted my head upwards to face him and he smiled. I felt a twinge in my stomach and quickly looked away. He gave a quiet laugh and shook his head.
“Um I need to go to the ladies,” I said nudging Matt’s arm and getting up off my seat.
I made my way to the toilets moving through the sea of chairs. As I swung open the door I ran towards the mirror. I leant down on the sink and stared at the ground.
“This is fucking stupid Debbie, what are you doing?” I whispered to myself as I lifted my head up to look in the mirror. The door swung open suddenly and I jumped. Camilla walked in and towards the sink next to me. As she was applying a fresh lot of lipstick she looked over at me and said:
“You OK?”
“Yeah I’m fine, just a bit hot in there.”
“So, you and Matt?”
“We’re great, I really do love him you know,” I thought this might stop her speculations of James and me.
“You and James are really close aren’t you?”
“Yeah, James is a really good friend, he has helped me so much.” She turned her head back round to face the mirror and pouted her lips. We both stood there in silence.
“I’ll… um … get you back through there” I said to her. She said nothing and I continued to walk out the door.
I looked over to the bar and was relieved to see that Danny was not there. I made my way back through the chairs when I heard someone shout my name.
“Debbie!”
I looked over towards the door to the changing room and saw Danny calling on me. I froze. He motioned for me to go over to him. I pointed that I was going to get Matt but he just kept calling on me. I don’t how it happened but I began to walk over to him. It was like my legs were moving without listening to my brain. I was beginning to think ‘shit, what am I doing’ but it was to late to turn back so I kept walking. I could see Danny grinning. I got to the door and he walked into the dressing room, I followed feeling extremely guilty just being there.
“Look, Danny what is it? Cause I need to get back to Matt” I asked him.
“I think you know”
“Come on stop being stupid” I said heading back for the door. He beat me to it and slammed it shut.
“Please don’t leave, just hear me out” He pleaded with me.
“I know I don’t have a lot of money and I’m not that bright, but I know I could make you happy Debbie” He paused for a long time and I just stood there shocked.
“I really think I am starting to fall in love with you. I tried to stop it and just think of you as Matt’s girlfriend and someone who I can get to know and be friends with but I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since back at the house. I didn’t mean to come on to you then it wasn’t meant to come out like that. McFly are doing really well and we are just looking for a record deal and then I will be able to give you everything you’ve ever dreamed of.”
We both stood there in silence. I couldn’t speak I just looked at him. He looked so vulnerable, it was the first time I had saw him so quiet. He walked towards me and I couldn’t move. The next thing I felt was his heat of his breath so close to my face. I closed my eyes and felt a tingle up my spine. Then I felt his lips press softly against mine, he pushed his forehead against mine and ran his hand through my hair. My eyes were still closed. He began to kiss me again, more passionately this time. I knew I should stop him but I couldn’t something inside wasn’t letting me. I opened my eyes and realised that it didn’t feel right and with a sudden jump I pushed him away.
“I’m sorry I… I” I couldn’t finish my sentence I just ran out of the room and slammed the door.
I ran back to the toilets crying. James spotted me and made his excuses to come after me without Matt knowing. I saw him and quickly ran in the door. I didn’t want him to see me; I didn’t want him to know what I’d done. I felt so guilty.
As I sat on the toilet with my head in my hands I could hear James shouting on me.

[Matt's_Muffin!]

“Debbie…Debbie please open this door I know something’s wrong. If you don’t I’m coming in there” He shouted.
“James please just go away I don’t want to see anyone. Tell Matt I don’t feel to well and I’m going home.”
I heard the door swing open and I knew he was in the room.
“James this is a girls toilet” I said through tears.
“Has this anything to do with Danny?” I said nothing; just stayed silent and hoped that this wasn’t happening.
“I knew it, where the fuck is he? I swear when I get my hands on him I’ll…” I opened the door to reveal my mascara-stained face.
James walked close to me and hugged me tightly. I burst into fresh new tears.
“What happened?” He asked me gently.
“I didn’t mean to. I… I couldn’t…” I stuttered.
“Just tell me”
“He… he told me he loved me, James” I looked up at the ceiling trying to compose myself. “and he kissed me”
“I’ll kill him, what the fuck does he think he’s playing at”
“James, listen to me please. I didn’t stop him straight away” I said falling to the floor.
“What?” he said slowly crouching down beside me.
“I was confused, he shocked me with what he was saying and…and I just couldn’t. But when I opened my eyes I don’t know what happened. I think I just realised that it wasn’t Matt or something and I just pushed him away. That sounds so stupid.”
James said nothing; he just stared at the floor.
“James please say something,” I pleaded with him.
“I thought you loved Matt?”
“How can you say that? You know I love Matt more than anything else in the world. I’m not making excuses for not putting Danny in his place when he began, but I panicked. I thought you would understand, I thought you could help”
“I am trying to understand. Are you gonna tell Matt?”
“Don’t know. I know he would go mental and I just want to forget it ever happened” Which was true I wasn’t trying to cover up what happened but I just wanted to forget.
“It’s never gonna happen again I’ll make sure of it. James just leave it with me, if I feel he needs to know I’ll tell him.” James nodded and smiled; he put his arm around me and kissed my head.
“What am I going to do with you?” he laughed.
“And plus I think we have bigger problems.” I said slowly getting up.
“What do you mean?” He asked following.
“Camilla does think we are having an affair and the fact that we have been away for a while I don’t think it is gonna help matters”
I looked in the mirror and wiped the tears from my eyes. “What am I gonna say to them? Why have I been crying?”
“Um we could say that you had an argument with one of your friends on the phone” James said looking very pleased with his idea.
“You’ve done this before haven’t you?” I laughed.
We walked out of the toilet forgetting that James was not meant to be in there. He got a strange look from a little girl but luckily nobody important. As we got closer I saw Matt and Danny chatting at the bar. I squeezed James’ arm.
“Look who I found outside the toilet.” James said to Matt. Camilla stared at us but James just stared back and stuck out his tongue. I laughed quietly.
Matt came running over to me.
“Oh my God, are you OK gorgeous?” he said hugging me tightly and kissing me on the head.
“Yeah I’m fine, I just had an argument with Amy. She just misses me that’s all.” I saw Danny looking at me nervously.
“She says you’re stealing me away from her” I said grabbing his waist and pulling him closer. James grinned and sat beside Danny looking really pleased with himself.

Later that night I met the other two members of McFly, Dougie and Harry, and watched them perform. They were actually really good even though they had nothing on Busted but I was obviously biased.
Dougie and Harry didn’t do much but they were really cool guys.
“So what did you think?” Dougie asked me as when they came off stage.
“I thought you were really good”
“You don’t have to lie. I don’t mind constructive criticism and plus I am slightly drunk and probably won’t remember in the morning.” I laughed.
“No really you were good. You don’t really sing much though.”
“Yeah that’s because I can’t sing. Well not like Danny and Tom. Harry can’t sing at all though.”
“Ahem, thanks very much” Harry’s voice came from behind me.
Matt and I chatted to them most of the night. I stayed away from Danny. It was too awkward just looking at him. He tried to talk to me about it but I told him to leave it and forget about it.
About 11 o’clock James came over to me.
“I am going to head to the airport, Kim’s flight will be coming in soon.” He said to me.
“Do you want me to come with you?”
“No it’s OK I want to see her before everyone else does.”
“OK then, tell her I’ll see her soon,”
“Yeah I will do, just watch yourself with you know who” I smiled at him and kissed him on the cheek.
“HEY!” I heard Matt shout. I turned round and winked at him as he walked over.
“You trying to steal my bitch?” He said laughing at James.
“Excuse me. I am not your bitch.” I said shoving him slightly.
“Sorry gorgeous” He said putting his arm around me.
“Anyway he wasn’t trying to steal me, he just said something sweet”
“Aw what a little cutie” Matt said pulling on James’ cheek.
“Get off” James shouted as he pushed Matt’s hand away.
I laughed and grabbed his arm.
“Come on, James needs to get Kim”
James left and Matt and I walked back to the bar. I felt uneasy knowing that James wasn’t around to help me so I tried to make excuses to go home. Matt was chatting to Danny again.
“Honey, I don’t feel to good can we go home now?” I asked him.
“10 minutes, I’m just going to have another pint and then I’ll phone the taxi,” Matt said kissing my head.
Well at least I was going home soon so I nodded and carried on sipping at my drink.
10 minutes turned into an hour and then into two.
I began to feel a bit drunk so I felt a bit more relaxed even when Danny was there. I even spoke to him and he bought me a drink. Matt seemed to get on really well with him and by the time the taxi came I had more or less forgot the whole incident.
Matt helped me into the back of the taxi and told the driver where to go.
“I told you, you would get drunk and disorderly and show me up,” he whispered in my ear.
“Excuse me I’m not that drunked” He smiled and I rested my head on his chest.
I was quite tired when we got home but tried my best to stay awake to see Kim. Matt tried to keep me occupied but ended up falling asleep himself.
I went through to the kitchen to get a drink of water and thought about what had happened. I knew I loved Matt so I didn't know why I kissed Danny. I couldn't wait until Kim got back so we could sort this out.
A few hours had passed and I thought about turning in for the night and seeing Kim in the morning. I got up and made my way through to the bedroom. I looked at Matt lying on the bed. He looked so peaceful and happy so I creeped as quietly as I could and sat next to him. I ran my fingers through his hair and began to feel my eyes well up. I smiled and slowly lay down beside him, kissed him gentley on the forehead and drifted off to sleep.
The next morning I woke up to see Matt wasn't there. I never slept longer than him. It was pratically impossible. I got up as quickly as I could and went through to the living room. I could here Kim's voice from the kitchen. I grinned and ran through.
"Oh My God!! Am I glad to see you" I shouted.
She ran up to me and gave me a hug.
"God I've actually missed you Debz"
"I have got so much to tell you, but first of all where's Matt?"
"Em I saw him go out a while ago I think he was going to the shops"
"Matt, shopping?"
"Yeah well that's what he said"
Just then Matt stumbled in the door.

[ilovejamessomuch]

oh my god!!! it s great!!!! pls continue!! ;D

[chaslee7]

hehe...mo mo mo...! go on with it!!! ;D

[9thjuly04]

carry on it's great!! ;D

[Matt's_Muffin!]

Thanks!! Really my comp has been fonked for ages so I haven't wrote alot more but I am gonna try!! Promise!!