Post by Kolakube on May 13, 2004 12:32:24 GMT -5
Okay I'm really poo at writing stuff like this next bit so I hope it's okay.
"So you finally made it," he grinned. I walked over to him and sat down.
"Mum says hi" I smiled. He stood up and walked over to me.
"Wait here," he whispered, moving me out of the way and walking in to his room. I walked over to the bed and laid back on it. I heard Matt fiddling about in his room. He appeared in my doorway again, with his mobile pushed against his ear. He put his finger to his lips to signal for me to be quiet. I sat up, confused. "Hi Natalie" he said, smiling at me. "No, I know I'm late, that's because I'm not coming." he stated with absolutely no remorse in his voice. I gasped at him, not quite believing what I was hearing. "No, I'm not coming, ever. I'm dumping you," he walked over to me, shutting and locking my bedroom door behind him. "I've found someone whos a bit more in my league," I heard random cries coming from the other end of the phone. "I know I said I loved you, I'm a good actor don't you think." With that, he hung up the call and switched the phone off. He placed the phone on my bedside table and I shook my head at him.
"Matt, that was really mean," I giggled as he climbed on top of me. He leant forwards, his face centimetres from mine.
"I know, but she'll get over it. Now can we stop talking about my ex and talk about us?" he asked as he kissed me.
"Oh, so you dragged me up to my bedroom to talk? You had me thinking that there were others things on your agenda," I smiled.
"Yeah, well there are other things on my agenda, do you fancy leaving the talking til later?" he whispered.
"I think it would be for the best," I replied as I leant in and kissed him again. As we kissed, Matt moved his hands to my stomach and lifted up the material of my two t-shirts. I pulled away from the kiss and lifted my arms above my head to make it easier for him to remove my top. He did the same as I pulled the hem of his T-shirt upwards. The fact that his body was quite toned didn't come as a shock to me. I'd seen him when he'd got out of the shower numerous times and I'd always noticed how he had the beginnings of a six pack forming. Matt slowly pushed me backwards until my head was on the pillow. He then trailed kisses down my body until he reached the waistband of my jeans. The last of the kisses landed half on the jeans and half on my stomach. He looked into my eyes as he undid the zip and slid backwards as he slowly pulled the jeans down my legs and off of my body. After he had deposited them on the floor, he moved further up and kissed my neck. My hands reached out infront of me and undid the buckle on his belt. Knowing how easily his trousers fell down when he didn't have a belt on, I grabbed the sides of the jeans and pulled them downwards revealing his black Calvin Kleins and his evident excitement. He sat up and smiled at me before climbing off and standing up. "Where you going?" I asked, confused. He took my hand and pulled me up too. "Okay, where are we going?"
"Nowhere," he replied as he pulled my white duvet back and pushed me back on the bed. I smiled up at him.
"Condom?" I said, holding out my hand. Matt nodded and delved into his boxer shorts and produced a square packet, which he handed to me. I screwed my face up. "Matt that is absolutely rank, no sane man keeps his condom supply in his boxer shorts," Matt smiled at me and climbed back on me.
"Well I'm just an exception," he growled as lunged down and kissed my neck. His hands reached behind me and he unclasped my bra. He slipped it off of me and threw it behind him. He pushed me backwards again, my head hitting the pillow for the second time. As we kissed more passionatley, my hand reached down and rested on the waistband of his boxers. I giggled uncontrollably as I slid the boxer shorts over his bum and down his legs. I loved the way that none of this seemed sombre and serious, it showed we were both at ease with the situation. Matt giggled as well, his lips still on mine, as he kicked the boxer shorts off his feet. I fumbled with the condom packet for a few seconds, shaking from all the giggling, before Matt pulled away from the kiss. "What?!" he laughed, still smiling. I held the packet up.
"I can't undo these, I never have been able to,"
"Well, bite it then," he smiled.
"Ewww, no, It came out of your boxer shorts, I'm not putting it anywhere near my mouth." Matt sighed and took it off of me. In one swift movement, he ripped it open and chucked the plastic wrapping away. "I suppose you want me to do the rest," I nodded bursting into another fit of giggles. I watched as he put the condom on himself and put his hands down either side of my shoulders. "Can we finally move on?" he asked rolling his eyes, still gigling slightly
"Of course we can," I grinned, lacing my arm around his neck and pulling back towards me for another kiss. His hands slowly rolled my black lacy knickers away and he moved himself inside of me. I smiled and arched my back off of the bed slightly. Somehow, this all felt different to how it had been with other boys. Although Matt was taking this about as seriously as I was, he was still really slow and caring, kissing me all over as our bodies moved rhythmically together. As he kissed my collarbone, I placed my hand on his bum and pulled him deeper inside of me, my other hand rested on his back. One of his hands took one of my hands and our fingers entwined. As he reached his peak, his kisses moved up to my lips in an attempt to muffle both of our groans. As he pulled out of me, his eyes caught in mine and I smiled at him. He kissed me softly on the lips and rolled me round so my back rested against his chest. He had his back to the wall. I could feel his chest moving up and down and could hear his heaving breathing in my ear. I smiled as his arm wrapped around my waist and he pulled the duvet cover further up my body. He kissed my shoulder blade softly.
"I love you so much," he whispered, still clearly out of breath.
"I love you too," I whispered back. His breath caught on the back of my neck and a shiver ran down my spine. "Keep this to yourself for a little bit, yeah," I said as I kissed his hand.
"Why?"
"Because you tell one person, and soon everyone knows. I don't want to be the talk of the town, I just want us to be happy together and keep ourselves to ourselves."
"You do realise that if we're gonna be a couple, it's gonna be so difficult for us to do stuff together. At home we'll get caught and in public we'll get spotted,"
"I know but we'll make it work. There's always the option of under the skate ramp late at night. We didn't get caught last time," Matt laughed.
"When are we gonna tell our parents?" I shrugged,
"Hadn't really thought about it. We'll tell them when they need to know or when we need them to know," As I was speaking, my eyes slowly drifted closed. A smile formed on my face as I listened to Matt talking about his dreams for us but I was too tired to respond. I fell asleep, wrapped up in his arms, dreaming of all of the things he was talking about.
"So you finally made it," he grinned. I walked over to him and sat down.
"Mum says hi" I smiled. He stood up and walked over to me.
"Wait here," he whispered, moving me out of the way and walking in to his room. I walked over to the bed and laid back on it. I heard Matt fiddling about in his room. He appeared in my doorway again, with his mobile pushed against his ear. He put his finger to his lips to signal for me to be quiet. I sat up, confused. "Hi Natalie" he said, smiling at me. "No, I know I'm late, that's because I'm not coming." he stated with absolutely no remorse in his voice. I gasped at him, not quite believing what I was hearing. "No, I'm not coming, ever. I'm dumping you," he walked over to me, shutting and locking my bedroom door behind him. "I've found someone whos a bit more in my league," I heard random cries coming from the other end of the phone. "I know I said I loved you, I'm a good actor don't you think." With that, he hung up the call and switched the phone off. He placed the phone on my bedside table and I shook my head at him.
"Matt, that was really mean," I giggled as he climbed on top of me. He leant forwards, his face centimetres from mine.
"I know, but she'll get over it. Now can we stop talking about my ex and talk about us?" he asked as he kissed me.
"Oh, so you dragged me up to my bedroom to talk? You had me thinking that there were others things on your agenda," I smiled.
"Yeah, well there are other things on my agenda, do you fancy leaving the talking til later?" he whispered.
"I think it would be for the best," I replied as I leant in and kissed him again. As we kissed, Matt moved his hands to my stomach and lifted up the material of my two t-shirts. I pulled away from the kiss and lifted my arms above my head to make it easier for him to remove my top. He did the same as I pulled the hem of his T-shirt upwards. The fact that his body was quite toned didn't come as a shock to me. I'd seen him when he'd got out of the shower numerous times and I'd always noticed how he had the beginnings of a six pack forming. Matt slowly pushed me backwards until my head was on the pillow. He then trailed kisses down my body until he reached the waistband of my jeans. The last of the kisses landed half on the jeans and half on my stomach. He looked into my eyes as he undid the zip and slid backwards as he slowly pulled the jeans down my legs and off of my body. After he had deposited them on the floor, he moved further up and kissed my neck. My hands reached out infront of me and undid the buckle on his belt. Knowing how easily his trousers fell down when he didn't have a belt on, I grabbed the sides of the jeans and pulled them downwards revealing his black Calvin Kleins and his evident excitement. He sat up and smiled at me before climbing off and standing up. "Where you going?" I asked, confused. He took my hand and pulled me up too. "Okay, where are we going?"
"Nowhere," he replied as he pulled my white duvet back and pushed me back on the bed. I smiled up at him.
"Condom?" I said, holding out my hand. Matt nodded and delved into his boxer shorts and produced a square packet, which he handed to me. I screwed my face up. "Matt that is absolutely rank, no sane man keeps his condom supply in his boxer shorts," Matt smiled at me and climbed back on me.
"Well I'm just an exception," he growled as lunged down and kissed my neck. His hands reached behind me and he unclasped my bra. He slipped it off of me and threw it behind him. He pushed me backwards again, my head hitting the pillow for the second time. As we kissed more passionatley, my hand reached down and rested on the waistband of his boxers. I giggled uncontrollably as I slid the boxer shorts over his bum and down his legs. I loved the way that none of this seemed sombre and serious, it showed we were both at ease with the situation. Matt giggled as well, his lips still on mine, as he kicked the boxer shorts off his feet. I fumbled with the condom packet for a few seconds, shaking from all the giggling, before Matt pulled away from the kiss. "What?!" he laughed, still smiling. I held the packet up.
"I can't undo these, I never have been able to,"
"Well, bite it then," he smiled.
"Ewww, no, It came out of your boxer shorts, I'm not putting it anywhere near my mouth." Matt sighed and took it off of me. In one swift movement, he ripped it open and chucked the plastic wrapping away. "I suppose you want me to do the rest," I nodded bursting into another fit of giggles. I watched as he put the condom on himself and put his hands down either side of my shoulders. "Can we finally move on?" he asked rolling his eyes, still gigling slightly
"Of course we can," I grinned, lacing my arm around his neck and pulling back towards me for another kiss. His hands slowly rolled my black lacy knickers away and he moved himself inside of me. I smiled and arched my back off of the bed slightly. Somehow, this all felt different to how it had been with other boys. Although Matt was taking this about as seriously as I was, he was still really slow and caring, kissing me all over as our bodies moved rhythmically together. As he kissed my collarbone, I placed my hand on his bum and pulled him deeper inside of me, my other hand rested on his back. One of his hands took one of my hands and our fingers entwined. As he reached his peak, his kisses moved up to my lips in an attempt to muffle both of our groans. As he pulled out of me, his eyes caught in mine and I smiled at him. He kissed me softly on the lips and rolled me round so my back rested against his chest. He had his back to the wall. I could feel his chest moving up and down and could hear his heaving breathing in my ear. I smiled as his arm wrapped around my waist and he pulled the duvet cover further up my body. He kissed my shoulder blade softly.
"I love you so much," he whispered, still clearly out of breath.
"I love you too," I whispered back. His breath caught on the back of my neck and a shiver ran down my spine. "Keep this to yourself for a little bit, yeah," I said as I kissed his hand.
"Why?"
"Because you tell one person, and soon everyone knows. I don't want to be the talk of the town, I just want us to be happy together and keep ourselves to ourselves."
"You do realise that if we're gonna be a couple, it's gonna be so difficult for us to do stuff together. At home we'll get caught and in public we'll get spotted,"
"I know but we'll make it work. There's always the option of under the skate ramp late at night. We didn't get caught last time," Matt laughed.
"When are we gonna tell our parents?" I shrugged,
"Hadn't really thought about it. We'll tell them when they need to know or when we need them to know," As I was speaking, my eyes slowly drifted closed. A smile formed on my face as I listened to Matt talking about his dreams for us but I was too tired to respond. I fell asleep, wrapped up in his arms, dreaming of all of the things he was talking about.